Well… i’be been living in my grandma’s house, for over 4 years (‘cause i’m studying) and it’s been, kind of rough… i had lots of problems… with my weight, my self-esteem, i suffered depression, from the lonelyness, the comunication problems with my grandmother, how everybody made fun at me at highschool and i just had THE ONE friend… i never had any money and i’d never go out, soon i entered college and i got a job at mcdonald’s xD hahaha like the crappiest place to work, but thanks to that place, i made wonderful friends, i could scape my reality for some hours and for the first time in 4 years i had my own money, which gave me freedom and it was beautiful! i dropped 36 pounds, and i started to buy myself clothes, nice clothes, and jewelry… it made me so happy to be able to fith into nice clothes, and not have to go to the plus size section, finally i could look an outfit on a magazine and think “i will buy something like that soon” i could finally show off my girly side, and feel pretty… but… reality knocked my door, my grades went down hill, so my grandma forced me to quit my job… once again, i was were i started, broked and without freedom… but today! i think something is about to change….

Sunday, 28 - 07 - 2013

1 note
  1. kon-law posted this
Tumblr Scrollbars